2013

Ive spent the last 3-4 years waking up and letting happen whatever was going to happen.  All I attempted to do is pay attention to what is in front of me and did my best to take care of Lance.  From doing that has strengthen a career, added a dollar in my pocket every so often and had a real chance to take care of my health.  I have only committed to small improvements to something everyday.  Today, society would look at me from the outside in and label a complete mess.  What I have decided to do is I have taken ownership to mess and I have built character to take care of it day by day.  Moments that may need my full attention to resolve a past due payment have been taken.  Today, very minimum to nothing at the moment  is past due.  I Only took moments of my life to use the energy to take care of that bill, I took the rest of the day in walking with the sun in my face and tunes playing in my ear.  Work may become stressfull, and I will use all my energy to find out why it is stressful and take small improvements throught the moment, hour, shift, week to do my job and resolve it the best I can.  

Today on New Years Eve 0f 2013, I have had conversations with 9 people in some sort of circles of my life.  Of those 9, 7 were already having a bad day, health was deteriorating, broke, and had a life sucks attitude.  Many issues I am going through are being taken care of small improvements of me waking up every day and pay attention and do everything I can to take care of them.  Whats positive is I am 12 lbs less I was a month ago and 17 lbs less than I was 2 months ago.  I can walk as much as I want.  I have a career with all the opportunities I want to pursue.  Other unspoken issues are soon to be resolved in time.  My issues are not the Presidents fault, they were not the results of some cliff thing, and a hacker has never taken anything from me that I couldn't replace.   

My life is not perfect, not complete but really not that bad.  Myself, that I feel keep current with events in everyday life, still have not found any reason, person or organization to make myself unhealthy, broke, unemployed and in debt.  

 

So what is Lance's New Years 2013 resolutions:  

• Stay Healthy and never be Unhealthy
• Don't spend more than what I have
• Show up at work and do what I'm suppose to do and receive benefits and a pay check
• Pay my bills the best I can do as I have been to stay out of debt

I believe with all I know that Life is and can be REALLY Good!